Confusion or delusion

Do we misread the signs that are there? Or... Do we make signs out of nothing?

Us as females are sometimes way too 'into' things. We get caught up sometimes in what we want things to be so much that we cannot see things as they present themselves to be.

We have been taught to read in between the lines so much that sometimes we fail to see things as plain and straight forward as they are.

This is a generation of straight forward people, I believe. If a guy wants you, he will tell you. If your going to get promoted you will get a memo. There is no need to read in between the lines as much as we do. It's either it is or it isn't.

Reality.

So, there are times when we try to see things how we want to see it and as a result we end up ignoring the way things really are. Sticking to what we want to believe and rewriting how the story really goes.

Well there is a time when we have to move on. When we have to look into our selves and wonder is this really what we want? Are you happy? Is it worth it? If ur unsure... It's not.

Friend-boat

I think there should be a word called 'friendboat' added to the dictionary.
This word is to describe all those 'friendships' we have that are so fragile and easily shaken. 
Friendship is too strong to describe these relations as ships are strong, no easily shaken or damaged. But boats are more fragile and falter more easily.
#justsaying

Nothing and everything.

I wrote this poem about a year now,its about nothing, its about everything... Lol. See if u understand it.

2 bills was all I needed to release some of what I've been feeling for 3 years.  Sitting there, I felt a feeling I've never felt; Rastafari music in the air.

I began to laugh but he remained calm... sooo calm. It annoyed me.. because its like he couldn't relate to me at all.

Was I even sitting there or was it just a ..thought? Cause all I can feel is that I was so tall. He's sitting beside me but yet he's so... Far...

And just like that he was gone.., am I really here? And it was then that I felt the fear, cause it was his presence that kept me somewhat calm...

I think am in the car, but i don't know how we got this far cause I don't remember leaving the chair.. But I like the way am feeling cause my emotions became soo... Clear.

He listened.. I see him responding to my painful words. I want to stop but I can't .. The pain is too much for me to continue bear...

There is a hurt in my voice... who woulda knew that, that moment would be the cue that relieved me from 3years of anguish and pain.. It was like I finally got the courage that made me cry with the rain...

Im hungry.... So hungry.where was this food he said he would get me..? I got so pissed, is that the way I've always wanted to act? Getting heated because I was in need for more than just a snack?

I think we're home... I know this road. I can't stop talking and I need some kind of control. We're in his room, did I wash my face? So much chicken .. even though I can't quite remember the taste.

I'm skipping scenes.. Is this real? Did I just eat a whole chicken? Will I be able to sleep?

A lot is in my head, I need to relax. He's playing a movie.. I started to feel sleepy or is this feeling 'relax'?
He's gone.. I start to look around but then he's back. I feel protected, he never got impatient, his presence protected me. I can go to sleep...  He is here.

What is it about love?

what is it about love?

Love is such a beautiful feeling. Its almost like a .... hug. It a joy just to wake up to a loving a text, a peaceful feeling waking with that person on your mind.

Love is like ... chocolate. You just cant have enough. That feeling of estacy just to have that significant other around.

but, to love someone that wont love you back is the saddest thing on earth.  Constantly thinking about someone who rejects to acknowledge your worth. The pain of just wanting memorable moments between you two, knowing it is just a wish wanted only by you.

Constantly wanting to express how you feel to those specific ears, but so afraid they wont even care.

Its so strange,...... but we love love.... even when love refuses to love us back .

First Sandy Walk 2014

I WENT TO THE BEACH TODAY!
So, I've been itching about going to the beach for the past week and today i finally decided to get ready ride or no ride. Fortunately, this motivated my brother to bring me.

I spent the day by myself at the beach with a few interruptions by the opposite sex but all in all, it was a good day full with meditation and relaxation. i got a lot off my mind, and i definitely recommend going to the beach by yourself if you just want to unwind.

But just in case your not the loner kind of person, even if its just for a few hours, there are a few items i would recommend bringing:
1. an iPod or mp3 player
2. camera
3. a book, nothing like reading to help you calmly pass the time away
4. money. when i got bored today i took my very first ride on one of those plastic sailboats! it was soooo much fun! thinking about doing it again.
5. fooooood!

Enjoy your year, starting it off with a blast!
Dani

Is love really unconditional?

We like to talk about love like it’s unconditional but there is probably nothing more conditional than love. There’s no point in having love for someone who doesn't want it. There’s no point in putting endless energy into someone who has nothing but empty words for you and not even that, someone who it makes no difference to whether you wake up in the morning, or don’t. We are not hardwired. We are not absolutes...